So I've lost about 5 pounds. It's not enough. I hate being over 7 stone I can't believe I let myself get like this...
It's my day off today. Of course I'm not gonna eat. I'm meeting up with a friend in the afternoon so I might allow myself one drink of sorts, but that'll be it.
W still hasn't replied as to meeting up... He's got free evenings for two weeks and I told him to let me know....
Does he even want to see me? I doubt it.
He was the only one who made me feel beautiful...
Later . . .
I binged. A cheesy bread roll, two thin caramel chocolate bars, four packs of crisps... I feel sick. But at least it wasn't a major binge, so maybe it's recoverable if I focus for the rest of today.
I'm disgusting.
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